"Bob"'s Last Speech

From: SWILBERT® <nenslo@subgenius.com>
Newsgroups: alt.slack
Date: Sun, Jul 16, 2000 2:27 AM
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THIS IS THE TEXT OF THE SPEECH J. R. "BOB" DOBBS WAS TO DELIVER WHEN HE
WAS ASSASSINATED AT THE DEVIVAL IN SAN BERNARDINO CALIFORNIA IN 1985

It is hard for you to conceive of a philosophy of someone that may not
think.

I have spent my life in jail, and without parents.

Well, my life has never been important to anyone, not even in the
understanding of the way you fear the things that you fear, and the
things you do.

I know that the only person I can judge is me.

I judge what I have done and I judge what I do and I look and live with
myself every day.

I am content with myself.

I like being with myself.

I have nothing against none of you. I can't judge any of you. But I
think it is high time that you all started looking at yourselves, and
judging the lie that you live in.

I sit and I watch you from nowhere, and I have nothing in my mind, no
malice against you and no ribbons for you.

But I'm only what lives inside of you, each and every one of you.

If I could get angry at you I would try to kill every one of you. If
that's guilt, I accept it.

I have killed no one and I have ordered no one to be killed.

I may have implied on several occasions to several different people that
I may have been Jesus Christ, but I haven't decided yet what I arn or
who I am.

I was given a name and a number and I was put in a cell, and I have
lived in a cell with a name and a number.

I don't know who I am.

I am whoever you make me, but what you want is a fiend; you want a
sadistic fiend because that is what you are.

You only reflect on me what you are inside of yourselves, because I
don't care anything about any of you and I don't care what you do.

I can stand here and smile at you, and you can do anything you want to
do with me, but you cannot touch me because I am only my love, and it is
all for me, and I give it to myself for me, because I look out for me
first and I like me, and you can live with yourselves and your opinion
of yourselves. I know what I have done.

You are not you, you are just reflections, you are reflections of
everything that you think that you know, everything that you have been
taught.

No, I am not responsible for you. Your karma is not mine.

I do not dislike you, I cannot dislike you. I am you. you are blood. You
are my brother. That is why I can't fight you.

If I could I would jerk this microphone out and beat your brains out
with it because that is what you deserve, that is what you deserve.

I live in my world, and I am my own king in my world, whether it be a
garbage dump or if it be in the desert or wherever it be. I am my own
human being. You may restrain my body and you may tear my guts out, do
anything you wish, but I am still me and you can't take that.

You can kill the ego, you can kill the pride, you can kill the want, the
desire of a human being.

You never could kill the soul. It's always there, the beginning and the
end. you cannot stop it, it's bigger than me. I'm just looking into it
and it frightens me sometimes.

The truth is now; the truth is right here: the truth is this minute, and
this minute we exist.

Yesterday you cannot prove yesterday happened today, it would take you
all day and then it would be tomorrow, and you can't prove last week
happened. You can't prove anything except to yourself.

My reality is my reality, and I stand within myself on my reality.

Yours is yours and I don't care what it is.

I have done the best I know how, and I have given all I can give and I
haven't got any guilt about anything because I have never been able to
say any wrong.

I never found any wrong.

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