That's the nicest thing you've ever said to me, Nensleeeta!
>I'm REALLY IMPRESSED AND AMAZED at your manliness in ripping your Nicotine Twin off all in one piece like that. Because I know what a WEAKLING YOU ARE. Suffering can really be fascinating, so much so that I appreciate it for its own sake, and make a nasty sex fetish out of suffering NOT with mere puling EQUANIMITY , NO, but with delicately forced CHEER AND GOOD WILL. That's SUFFERING, mind you, not Minor Annoyance, which I face with QUERULUOUS WHINING and FUMING INFANTILE RAGE. Ehm...
Well, I have done my fair share of querulosity, I'll tell ya. The similarity of my New Years Eve to that stupid WONDERFUL movie was almost hilarious, though. This morning I had a VIVID DREAM that I smoked ONE and was INSTANTLY HOOKED AGAIN FOREVER. That merely added to the disappointment when I fully woke up hoping to act upon it.
But I have been GOOD.
>I hacked my habit off slowly, very very slowly one cut at a time, over and over for more than a year. I watched how I failed, why I failed to fail to choose the ONE cigarette not to smoke - the next one. I watched with astonished delight as the drug would pilot my body to the nearest source, buy a pack and light up before I could say hey wait aminute. At last I sawed through the last string of flesh and it fell away plop. And still I loved the ghastly thing with its cry of "Let ME drive!"
So... poignant.
>Cherish these golden moments of agony dear friend.
>Thank god my christmas sucked,
>N
No, thank the Baby Jesus!
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