From: "Alliekatt" <alleykatzen@hotmail.com>
Newsgroups: alt.slack
Date: Wed, Oct 30, 2002 10:32 AM
Oh I'm so depressed my life SUCKS, I'm not getting laid,
I have everything
but I prefer to be stuck feeling sorry for myself because
it's so much
easier to COMPLAIN about shit and be a MARTYR instead
of get my ass up and
do something DIFFERENT even if it's LAME because I'm
too SCARED and LAZY and
PROGRAMMED to think at all for myself, and anyhow even
if I start from zero
all the people who are richer than me and all the people
who have done it
far longer than me are so far ahead now, and I'm getting
older, and I should
have more than I have now, so why does it even matter,
I need to think about
having stuff instead of dreams because it's too late
to have dreams, but
stuff is just as pointless as dreams now and I'm still
not getting laid and
oh what's the point, this existential catch-22 of the
vicious cycle of ADULT
UNHAPPINESS is just making me SUICIDAL now, and since
I'm so low and
SUICIDAL then I guess it's all a problem with my BRAIN
chemistry because the
doctors say so, so here I'll take these MEDICATIONS
to bring me up
artificially since I now have a diagnosable MENTAL ILLNESS
that is caused by
whining, complaining, and worrying, a short term solution
to life's problems
which ends up being the psychological equivalent of
eating candy, sugar
cubes and syrup for breakfast, lunch, and dinner until
I have type II
diabetes at the age of 25. Because it's all a RACE,
see, it's ALL ABOUT who
has the most STUFF when they die because if you don't
have STUFF then you're
NOTHING. And if I don't have all this MONEY and STUFF,
then I'm WORTHLESS
and might as well not make an effort in being HAPPY
even if it only requires
leaving my house to take a WALK because it's pointless
since I want a car
but can only afford a bus pass and can't enjoy walking
because it reminds me
of not having all the STUFF I WANT. And now...now...wow,
the medication is
kicking in...oh, when did you want that memo? I love
my job. Smile, we like
it when you smile too.
...
I'm TOO DAMN LAZY to GET SLACK and using just a little
HOPE, just trick my
brain into being HAPPY, as it's far more familiar to
trick it into being
SICK because that's what all the sick motherfuckers
do around me anyhow.
Why be different? Fuck "Bob", and I don't
need any Slack, I wanna be like
everyone else around me, I WANNA BE PINK!
alliekatt
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From: twobeans@godhatesyou.com (Two Beans)
"Alliekatt" <alleykatzen@hotmail.com> wrote in message news:<SXSv9.14452$FS5.8487@nwrddc04.gnilink.net>...
> I WANNA BE PINK!
I want big fluffy-feathered white wings growing out
of my back so I
can fly.
-2B
"Being desirous of allaying the dissension's of
party strife now
existing within our realm, [I] do hereby dissolve and
abolish the
Democratic and Republican parties, and also do hereby
degree the
disfranchisement and imprisonment, for not more than
ten, nor less
than five years, to all persons leading to any violation
of this our
imperial decree." -Emperor Norton, Emperor of
the United States and
Protector of Mexico --San Francisco Herald, August
4, 1869
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From: lyonderboy666@hotmail.com (Anti Pope Lupus of SI)
"Alliekatt" <alleykatzen@hotmail.com> wrote in message news:<SXSv9.14452$FS5.8487@nwrddc04.gnilink.net>...
> I'm TOO DAMN LAZY to GET SLACK and using just a
little HOPE, just trick my
> brain into being HAPPY, as it's far more familiar
to trick it into being
> SICK because that's what all the sick motherfuckers
do around me anyhow.
>
> Why be different? Fuck "Bob", and I
don't need any Slack, I wanna be like
> everyone else around me, I WANNA BE PINK!
Have you ever known an unhappy retard? Sorry darling,
you were born
with a semi-conscious mind, and must now pay the price
of your
treacherous thoughts. This country rewards the stupid
and the
diabolically evil. And I'm telling you right now, it's
too late for
pinkness.
Now, if it's GLORPNESS you're after, that IS always
an option. But as
I told a dejected Sloth at XDV, we ain't vampires.
It's not a bite
on a neck that transmits our disease. No no no no NO!
It's a dick in
the ear.
I promise to ease the transition as much as possible.
Really. I mix
a BAD-ASS martini.
-APLY
"Old Blue Eyes is back again. But he
was never here in the first place."
-The Eels
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From: archetypepopstarserialkiller@hotmail.com (Jesus Fucking Christ)
Alliekatt said (a few days ago)
>
> > I WANNA BE PINK!
..and I depressed Alliekatt further by not spelling
his(?)
name correctly. We here in The World of Pinkness regret
this.
So, Alliekatt. You are 25? Relax. You have your whole
pink life
ahead of you.
Do you live somewhere conducive to transporting yourself
by bicycle?
It beats the bus all to hell! Besides, there is nothing
like a little
exercise to bring that pink glow to your cheeks! You
might be amazed
how it will raise your spirits to provide your own pedal
power.
Don't be discouraged by that initial body reaction.
It sucks! You can't
make it two blocks without hurting like a motherfucker
and you swear you
will never touch another fucking bicycle in your life.
Don't quit.
Next time go three blocks. At the end of a two weeks,
you will be going to the
grocery store with your back pack and buying healthy
food to cook.
Yeah, you might want to learn to cook.
Also, if at all possible, grow your own
stuff to put in that pipe. You may have to fight a lot
of paranoia, but it's
money in your pocket instead of always handing it over
to your friends.
Being pink takes patience and planning. I know these
are tall orders.
It seems like only last year when I myself was 25. I
couldn't plan my
way out of a wet paper bag. I had no patience whatsoever.
I was too busy
being depressed. I didn't want to listen to anyone,
let alone a PINK.
Just start with the bicycle thing. You'll see.
Yours in Pinkness,
hey did you notice that Jamaican-talking dude was absolutely
right?
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